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Friday, 18 November 2011

Im Tired of....

I’m tired of being sad.
I’m tired of crying. 
I’m tired of feeling empty inside. 
I’m tired of feeling worthless.
I’m tired of feeling stuck. 
I’m tired of feeling crazy. 
I’m tired of being alone.
I’m tired of yelling. 
I’m tired of pretending. 
I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.
I’m tired of missing things.
I’m tired of missing people.
I’m tired of remembering. 
I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. 
I’m tired of not being able to just let go. 
I’m tired of faking it.
I’m tired of being different.
I’m tired of being angry.
I’m tired of needing help. 
I’m tired of always wondering when I will finally let myself be happy. 
Most of all, I’m just tired of being tired.
-====> via khairibrahim
(Source: blindthoughts)

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

She Knew No Better

Bashed and pushed around
Her heart shattered again
Abused beyond belief
Thrown like a rag doll
But always comes back for more
She knows no better
She does not know of gentleness
She does not know of kindness
She does not know what true love is
She thinks abuse is love
Because she is being paid attention
And any attention will do
Even if its bad
She craves to feel
To feel anything
And in the end as she
Lay dying on the ground
After he bashes her too hard
She remembers fairy tales she read
As a child and wonders why
She couldnt have been
Snow White or Cinderella
Instead of being the damsel in distress
Who never got saved by her
Prince Charming

                                             By: Gothgirl

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Sunday, 6 November 2011

One Direction

       One Direction? Who are they? First time i happened to know that One Direction exist was in Tumblr . It is kinda weird. I never heard their song anyway. When i opened Twitter , i checked out TT . There was "Harry Styles" name.I dont even know him. I just ignore all of that. But since everywhere was One Direction and One Direction so,i decided i have to find out who are they. I searched them in Google . Then , i saw their video song "What makes You Beautiful" in the results of searching. So, i downloaded their song "What Makes You Beautiful". I tried to listen to it. It kinda best song. I kinda like it. Then, i checked their biography and all. Ah~ so Harry Styles is one of the boys from that band . No wonder his name was being in TT list.

       Then, i watched their video song "What Makes You Beautiful".Then, i saw someone's face that really look like arabian . But,in fact, he is British Pakistani. His name is Zayn Malik. I started to admire him most among the others. By the way, he is Muslim and he proud of it. Next time, i will tell you more about him,Insya-Allah. No promises. I thought the leader in that band was Louis Tomlinson because he is the oldest but in fact the leader is Liam Payne. Harry Styles is the youngest in that band. He is the cutest guy in this band with his curly cute hair. Ha ha. At first, i dont really like Niall Horan because he said he loves to fart.He admitted it without shame. But,luckily he said he can clear a room in seconds with the foul smell.So,he is acceptable. Ha ha.

                Well,that's all i can tell about them. Im one of their fans right now. Ha ha.

                                                                                 Sorry if there were grammar mistakes

Friday, 4 November 2011

I need someone....

To me its about trust and loyalty. 
I need someone i can trust to be myself with.
Someone who wont spill my secrets to another person.
Even if it's someone who they are trust and close to.
I need someone who is loyal.
I've had too many people just leave from my life--walk out just like that.
Too many who have replaced me.
I need someone who wont simply ditch me for someone else because they're funner, or more open, or belong to another crowd.
I need someone i can count on.
Because i'd be willing to do all of that for someone and so much more.

Thursday, 3 November 2011


      Yeah!! I just put a CBox in my blog....! Please comment about my blog....! Have a nice day......!

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Wednesday, 2 November 2011

Always choose to heal, not to hurt

To forgive not to despise,

To persevere not to quit,

To smile not to frown,

And to love not to hate!

At the end of life,what really matters is not what 

we bought,

but what we built,

Not what we got, but what we shared,

Not our competence but our character,

And not our success but our significance.

Live a life that matters.

Live a life that cares… and be Yourself!"


                                            Posted by:Nurfidhah



One of the things that i like about my classmates

  • Syira  ---) She is one of the girls who i can share story about the artist from west side. = )
  • Intan  ---) She really fit herself in me eventhough,she just know me...= )
  • Wani  ---) She is a good listener..= )
  • Iqbal  ---) He is one of the boys from this class that i feel comfort to talk to...
  • Syafiq ---) Have a high confidence
  • Zuraidi ---) He's totally good in making jokes.I always laughed at his jokes
  • Kak Fish ---) He's really tall that i have often to strain my neck to look up at him.
  • Hafiz Z.---) He seems nice. That's it i can tell you about him because he is mystery
  • Azri  ---) He always walked poisely...He's cool
  • Ali    ---) Clone of Ji-Ho in Boys Over Flowers OST
  • Amin  ---) I know nothing about him. All i know he like Intan.. XD
  • Farhan  ---) Well, he kinda kind...
  • Arif   ---) He is really intelligent esoecially in teaching ppl
  • Aca   ---) She's kind to me btw, she got nice voice...
  • Gia    ---) She's really gentle and pretty
  • Rose  ---) She's really like to laugh at the jokes that i made.Even just once or twice.I appreciate that
  • Shafiqah ---) Have a natural cute way...she's really cute..
  • Nelly   ---) She's really nice.She always listened to my story.
  • Farah Farisya  ---) "Queen of  Making Noise in Class".Everyone knows that.
  • Renugha ---) She's really good in doing presentation
  • Punitha   ---) Fussy but funny.
  • Davinaa ---) She's really really buckle down to do something especially studying.
  • Faika ---) She's friendly girl
  • Aida  ---) Once she hate me a lot but currently she's kinda nice to me
  • Layla  ---) Wow! One of the best students.She hate to do hw but always score in all sub.
  • Nadhrah  ---) Naughty but kind..LOL
  • Hanim   ---) She's funny
  • Nabila   ---) She always smile
  • Nadia    ---) Genious
  • Nani      ---) Can speak in Hangul..!
  • Hannani  ---) She's really tall . I felt like a pudgy dwarf beside her
  • Farah Natasya ---) Warm-hearted..=)