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Monday, 26 December 2011

I've been tagged !

- 11 Things about myself .

1 . My name is Nurfidhah Bte. Azman . Among all of my siblings' name , my name is the shortest .

2. I hate when people call me Fid-hah . I was just like -.- .

3. I have a big crush on a guy and never ever will forget him . I dont even know what is his name . I gave him a nickname and that is " BBB " .

4. Im not really sociable with guys . I just can talk with some of them . At least , i could get along perfectly well with the girls .

5. Currently , i really adore One Direction boy band which consisting of members Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson.

6. I am Malaysian + Arabian + Pakistani + Javanese .

7. I love listening to dzikir , salawat , recitation of al-Quran and songs in my MP3 .

8. Hannah Montana's songs always inspired me .

9. I do not have any crush. I know it is pretty lame but i like it.

10. Love to stay at my aunt's house .

11. I seldom to go to hospital or clinic . Not because my body is always in good condition . Just because i already have so many medicine in my house . Homeopathy medicine .

- 11 answers for questions from Aina

1. How tall are you ?

Well , i am not really tall and i am not really short . I am just about average height .

2. What language(s) do you speak fluent ?

Malay and english i guess . I can speak in arabic but not really fluent . To make it simple , sometimes i mixing up 3 languages in one sentence . 

3. Are you a kpop-er ? ( whose / what fanclub are you in )

I used to be one of them . I was addicted . For now i am just adore their songs and for the artists i only adore DBSK , Dennis Oh , No Min Woo , Kim Soo Hyun and Daniel Henny .

4. What do you think of me and my blog ?

You are very talented and cherubic girl. I really like your blog . Your blog so amaze me .

5. Have you watched any of my videos before ? ( what do you think of it ? )

Yup . Your videos are really awesome . I like 'em .

6. What's your ethnicity and religion ?

I am mixed raced . I am Muslimah and i am proud of it . I love Islam .

7.Do you read manga & watch anime ? ( What's your fave ? )

I used to but not really like to . I like Kaoru's and Detective Conan .

8. You're all time favorite blog ?

Yours of course , Chunks of Lurvelicious and The Day of Eryn  .

9 . Your all time favourite song ?

Westlife songs , DBSK's songs , Hannah Montana's songs , Taylor Swift's songs and Nasheeds .

10 . What do you think of your life ?

Hmm . Just so-so . Sometimes i feel good and sometimes i feel bad .

11 . Have you ever regret doing something in your life before ? ( what is it ? )

Yeah , of course . I do not remember any of it . (*About five minutes later*) Oh yeah , I always studied at eleventh hour when exam is just around the corner so , my result went just like -.- .

- 11 Questions from me

1 . What is your full name ?
2 . Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to ? (who ? )
3 . Last person you cried in front of ?
4 . Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
5 . Do you think your life will change dramatically in 2012 ?
6 . Your favourite songs ?
7 . Your hobbies ?
8 . Do you like my blog ?
9 . Your favourite movies ?
10 . Who is your crush ?
11 . Who are your favourite artists ?

You've been tagged : - Eryn , Eyka Aikha , Cha , Sunshine , g-carinoo , Nurul Assilah , Faqia , Irah Noor Khan , Bubbles , Mahardini , Liyana .

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

That's Totally An Unexpected .

I really can’t picture anyone having a crush on me. 
I can’t picture someone thinking about me 
before they fall asleep, 
or telling their friends about me. 
I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies 
because I said hi to them, 
or even just smiled at them.
I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen 
or their cell phones 
when we’re talking.
I mean like … 
Why would they even do that? 
I’m just me
Nothing extraordinary
or special

 (Source: fuckmebenbruce)

Friday, 18 November 2011

Im Tired of....

I’m tired of being sad.
I’m tired of crying. 
I’m tired of feeling empty inside. 
I’m tired of feeling worthless.
I’m tired of feeling stuck. 
I’m tired of feeling crazy. 
I’m tired of being alone.
I’m tired of yelling. 
I’m tired of pretending. 
I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.
I’m tired of missing things.
I’m tired of missing people.
I’m tired of remembering. 
I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. 
I’m tired of not being able to just let go. 
I’m tired of faking it.
I’m tired of being different.
I’m tired of being angry.
I’m tired of needing help. 
I’m tired of always wondering when I will finally let myself be happy. 
Most of all, I’m just tired of being tired.
-====> via khairibrahim
(Source: blindthoughts)

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

She Knew No Better

Bashed and pushed around
Her heart shattered again
Abused beyond belief
Thrown like a rag doll
But always comes back for more
She knows no better
She does not know of gentleness
She does not know of kindness
She does not know what true love is
She thinks abuse is love
Because she is being paid attention
And any attention will do
Even if its bad
She craves to feel
To feel anything
And in the end as she
Lay dying on the ground
After he bashes her too hard
She remembers fairy tales she read
As a child and wonders why
She couldnt have been
Snow White or Cinderella
Instead of being the damsel in distress
Who never got saved by her
Prince Charming

                                             By: Gothgirl

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Sunday, 6 November 2011

One Direction

       One Direction? Who are they? First time i happened to know that One Direction exist was in Tumblr . It is kinda weird. I never heard their song anyway. When i opened Twitter , i checked out TT . There was "Harry Styles" name.I dont even know him. I just ignore all of that. But since everywhere was One Direction and One Direction so,i decided i have to find out who are they. I searched them in Google . Then , i saw their video song "What makes You Beautiful" in the results of searching. So, i downloaded their song "What Makes You Beautiful". I tried to listen to it. It kinda best song. I kinda like it. Then, i checked their biography and all. Ah~ so Harry Styles is one of the boys from that band . No wonder his name was being in TT list.

       Then, i watched their video song "What Makes You Beautiful".Then, i saw someone's face that really look like arabian . But,in fact, he is British Pakistani. His name is Zayn Malik. I started to admire him most among the others. By the way, he is Muslim and he proud of it. Next time, i will tell you more about him,Insya-Allah. No promises. I thought the leader in that band was Louis Tomlinson because he is the oldest but in fact the leader is Liam Payne. Harry Styles is the youngest in that band. He is the cutest guy in this band with his curly cute hair. Ha ha. At first, i dont really like Niall Horan because he said he loves to fart.He admitted it without shame. But,luckily he said he can clear a room in seconds with the foul smell.So,he is acceptable. Ha ha.

                Well,that's all i can tell about them. Im one of their fans right now. Ha ha.

                                                                                 Sorry if there were grammar mistakes

Friday, 4 November 2011

I need someone....

To me its about trust and loyalty. 
I need someone i can trust to be myself with.
Someone who wont spill my secrets to another person.
Even if it's someone who they are trust and close to.
I need someone who is loyal.
I've had too many people just leave from my life--walk out just like that.
Too many who have replaced me.
I need someone who wont simply ditch me for someone else because they're funner, or more open, or belong to another crowd.
I need someone i can count on.
Because i'd be willing to do all of that for someone and so much more.

Thursday, 3 November 2011


      Yeah!! I just put a CBox in my blog....! Please comment about my blog....! Have a nice day......!

                        BYE !!